::i am so bored...that explains why i am blogging at this kind of hour ya...life kinda suck ya.haha...been crazy for a while le..seems like ppl ard mi are having better luck in relationships than me...congrats to those who just got together and to those that have lasted till now..hope u guys stay happy..hehe..as for me..stil on the barren road that leads me to nowhere in the foreseeable future...walking ard as if i am blind and keep knocking into stuffs..but wat ever lahz...just like wat my msn nick says "although life kinda suck, but we have to be grateful that we have a life to look forward to..cause tml will be better.." hope so...hehe..
so frens who are fcing sucky lifes now..remember..look forward to tml and not stay in the frame of those gone and forgetten scenes of others...cause time and tide waits for no one ya...time still move on even though we are hurt..and we have to move on to get away from the pain...so let's look forward to better days together ya...

dunno wat's wrong with me nowadays...my mood swings are back...but it is not serious yet..it only swings between happy and sad/boredom..never start to flare at anyoneat the moment..dun think i would..i wun shout at my frens..so dun worry guys...u still can talk to me...hehe..

playing cm now..with rhino...my blackburn is going down the hill sia...sianz...now currently with only a point in epl after 4 games in the new season..haiz..

dun be sad if there is no one for u to love...love yourself...

dun be sad if there is no one for u when u are down...be there for urself...

dun be sad if there is no shoulder to lean on when u need to cry....the pillow is also a good choice..

dun be sad if everyone is gone....u r still ard...dun lose urself to the world..but let the world find u

most impt thing of all...just DUN BE SAD..life has to go on no mater what has happened..happy or sad..we have to live on...so why not live happily and not pull a long face to everyone we see to mak them feel bad as well...haiz...but EASIER SAID THAN DONE...it's true...but it is not IMPOSSIBLE....that;s why we live on for...cause we have hope for better times after a bad patch....when there is hope...there will be light and when the light is there..move towards it..cause when we reach the light...we will get what we want..hehe...so people..let;s move on ya...

dunno why tonight i got so mush to say sia..i think it is becos it is late le..then alot of thoughts goning thru my mind..thought of my ex gfs...dunno why...out of the blue..start to feel the pain of losing them again..i think i am really afraid of finding a gf but losing them at the same time..haiz..was talking abt my ex gf with rhino and gang last night and images of those times came flashing back..haiz..save me people..i guess i am still picking myself up from there...for 2 years le..i have not moved on i guess..i thought i did..but when i see ppl ard me having problems with relationship or happiness with their partners...the tot of her comes back..haiz..

but i know i dun like her anymore...but the pain still remains there...are there painkillers for these type of pains??maybe a new gf might help..lolx..

i am not desperate for a gerl but maybe i just need someone whom i know we have feelings for each other...and that someone has to be a gerl of course..i ahve good brothers now..so maybe to balance the equation abit...a member of the opposite gender might help..it is 635 am now..and i am still typing my blog..first time spent so much time on a blog entry..lolz..so dun complain that i never write long blogs..this one is long enough to let u guys see..lolx..but maybe 80% are nonsense to u guys..i just felt that i need an outlet of my agony inside me...how i hope when i am sad i have someone dear to me to talk to me...and the dearest thing that will listen and not complain or tell me abt their personal stuffs now is my blog...sometimes i just love my blog..although i ignore it...but i still love it..maybe it was treated for granted..but nvm lahz..cause the blog cannot speak..so i think it will forgive me and be there for me always...am i right?? Blog: "Yes :)" u see...even my blog agrees...haha..at least my blog loves me..

rhino is complaining to me that i am taking abit too long complete my entry..hehe...but then again..i haven write for a long time le..and ya..I WANNA THANK ALL THOSE FRENS WHO HAVE GATHEREED THERIR FRENS TO VOTE FOR ME DURING THE EXCO ELECTIONS...I AMDE IT TO THE EXCO..THANKS U PPL...AND UR FRENS ALSO..FOR THE SUPPORT..THANK U...(feels like a politician now)but ehn again..i am trying to abstain from all the politics..i am bringing my belief into the SU i gues..which is Slack and dun get involved..hehe...ok lahz..i got to go le...black burn vs middlesborough....gotta win to survive..hehe..ciaoz...
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