::back to my blog blog blog...

been a week since i last blogged...alot of things happened over the week...

like i scored my first try this season against RP..the last try..hahaz...maybe the last try i will ever score in m life...cause i dun know if i want to continue in rugby...

although we lost the tournament...but i am so glad to be able to know a bunch of totally wonderful team mates..and playig with them is really my pleasure...you guys rock yea...work hard for the Navy 10s that is coming up...

did nth much after the final game on friday...was too shagged with new injuries on top of the old injuries...so i went back school..to stayover to paint the banner for challengers camp..hahaz..so off i went back to school..met up with the rest...had dinner at al ameen..then proceeded to halo bar..been months since i last go there...everything is still the same..other than the pool table changed cloth..hahaz...and plus..the waitresses are still the same...hahaz...chit chatted with them..while waiting for time to go back and start work...started painting the banner at ard 12am??hahaz...then it dragged till ard 5 that i got to sleep..hahaaz...slept till saturday afternnon...then i went home to changed and go to xw's bdae celebrations...

at XW's place i met up with alot of my old mates from PHS...really missed them alot..even XW's mother missed me..hahaz..she was asking me how come so logn nvr go to her house to stay le..lolx...then we sit down chit chatted again..lolx..talk and talk and talk...was supposed to go out with the guys..but in the end decided against it..cause i din really have alot of cash to spare...so took a ride on thomas's car home..and rested b4 watching man u play charlton...3-1..was really intereteing..and after that i fell asleep on the seat in the living room..hahaz..

sunday...mom and dad went to malaysia...but i chose to stay at home...wasn't feeling really well..so i stayed in Singapore...Kat came over to my place and we were eating junkies and watching VCDs..hahaz...pig the whole day away...till mom and dad came back..and i drove her home...

monday was not that interesting...had only 4 hrs of lesson...the headache was killing me...so i only attended half of the lecture...went back to office to rest..had exco meeting at 730pm..and guess wat..i end school at 1pm..sianz..in the end..not full attendance somemore..even sianz..

tuesday...din go school...cause the headache really killing me..so off i went to the polyclinic to see the doc...it took me 3 hrs..wah sianz siaz..my head was like splitting...and had to wait that long..but i got no money..no choice lahz...hahaz...the commoner's doctor...during the evening i met kat..came over and watched the remaining VCDs...hahaz..and then she brought them home le..lolx..

yesterday..which is wednesday..hahaz...went to school..had meeting after the challengers booth..discussed out the ideas of the camp..and stuffs like that..and i went home str8 after the meeting...reached home..slacked the whole night..haha..slept late again..as usual...

TODAY!!! hahaz...reached school on time..but was abit late for lesson..hahaz..but the teacher peace out one...so nvm lahz..hahaz..IS modules...i think he not that particular..learnt how to fix a 13A plug today..which i sort of know how to do it b4 hand already..hahaz..so din have much difficulty..went for WISP afer that...saw quite a few interesting presentations..but when it was until my grp to present..the teacher decided to postpone our presentation..hahaz...so we are presenting it next week...went down to hallengers booth..the booth made good progress and we already hit the century mark..hahaz..so we'll see how much more ppl we can accodomate...hahaz...

that was wat happend over the past week...all the incidents..

as for how i felt over the past week..it was really a rollercoaster ride...
it was really high at times..but also low at times too...

if the darkness of lonliness is something that has been a part of you..
let me be the one to take them all out and replace them with the brightness of life...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 9:41 PM:.
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::yet another start to the week...had training yest...did some drills..not really that tiring ones..to prepare for the game tml...yea..gonna go whack some asses..hahaz..

met up with the sub theme one peeps at the glass house fish and co over last night...had fish and chips..and today i am havign a sore throat..die die die...better not fall sick tml...praying hard...hahaz..after which we went to play billiard at parklane...played till around 1130 and we left to catch the last train..the train station person..gave me ten one dollar coins when i aksed for small change to get the single trip ticket.. so i end up going home with a heavy pocket...

today was a less interesting day..went for lessons..then had meeting at office..went to paste posters over the school..tt's all i did..and i had dinner at home..lolx..

hey people...Challengers camp is up for registration..limited seats ya..sign up ASAP..it's only 12 dollars for 3 days and 3 nights of fun...(t-shirt included)..so look out for the booth from Tuesday 22nd November Onwards over at the Atrium...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 10:46 PM:.
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::yet another sunday at home...think that this is going to be my standard routine for the time to come...

had an enjoyable weekend once again..other than today..watched the movie "dragon squad" on friday night...it was relatively good..not that bad...haven't watch a chinese show in a very long time le..so it is still not tt bad...

b4 the movie..i went to amk k pool to meet up with kat..her fren was downstairs with her when i reached and i sort of realised that i have gotten into someone's way on friday...but i just kept quiet...anyway..played pool..once again..then of all things..sdar called and inform me of the changes in the orientation plans..think i am gonna upset people once again..sometimes it made me think if my job in schol is all about making ppl upset and angry over the union...and am i going to be the target number one for all things that does not goes my way...i dunno lahz..but just feeling screwed..

so after the pool session..went home..had dinner...and went for the movie...nothing much went on after the movie..had another memorable friday night...but i am not sure if things had gone the correct way...

saturday was a day of rotting once again at home...nothing much to do..so spent most of the day sleeping..and i slept real early last night...at 11 pm..haiz..
i was nearly knocked down by a car at the zebra crossing downstairs after i walked backfrom the train station..the car din even slow down at the corssing..and sped past me llike only 20 cms from knocking me down(i was already halfway thru the zebra crossing and approaching her side of the road)...not that i want to condemn female drivers..but she really is a serious case..not only did she not give way to me when i was crossing..she nearly banged into another car after passing the zebra crossing..

sometimes things just happen..with or without a reason..i dunno if it's meant to be...but i just dun wanna give up..give me some light on my road..so that i wun bring myself or maybe you into eternal darkness...or if u need some light..i hope that i can be the light that shine upon your road and lead you right out of darkness...

how much does it hurts to fall??it doesn't if the fall was for someone you like..but it will hurt real bad if it was from someone you like..

moodless...

signing off...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 12:55 PM:.

::I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

(Chorus)

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 12:54 PM:.
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::back in the office blogging...today is IS day...so lessons were quite interesting...

yesterday wa a bad day for me...things just din go the way i want i guess...went for the medical check up in the morning...the other guys were late...so was waiting for them..then got Pes B...sianz...i think it's because of the skin allergy bahz...then rushed back to school to take school bus to tp for the game...but i fell asleeep on the bus...and the effect came to me after we reached tp...was feeling lost and lethargic all of a sudden...and i got subbed onto the pitch at half time...when we were still leading..but of all things that could had happen to me...i mistackled a guy and he went on to score the winning try for SP...haiz..

went down to cwp to meet kat after the game...had a very packed bus...and i stood in the bus from tamp till khatib b4 i could get a seat...i got kicked in the face from the game also..and i was feeling real tired..and i stood all the way...

went to cwp food court and saw kat's frens...so joined up with them and after i had my dinner...we went to play pool...din play really well yest...my back was hurting me all the time...and also the shoulders...sianz..

so after the pool sesion...together with ci hao and hong siang...we walked kat hom and then after which i took a bus home...but last night i slept early cause i wasn't do anything...and there was nth for me to do also...sent some msgs and i fell asleep while waiting for replies...hahaz..but in the end..the replies also nvr come in...so i still think it's alright..if not msg ppl then nvr reply to their replies i will feel so bad...

back to tuesday night...was online with sophia talking abt the both of us in the past..realised alot abt the past and we were laughing our way thru at all the stuffs that we did..hahaz..also talked to janice as her bdae was on wednesday...so wished her happy birthday online...hehe...

i am goin crazy soon..grrr....i dunno why...maybe a lack of rest...or i am just being too bothered by the stuffs that is happening...i need to chill and cool down already...

sometimes..i just wonder...life is surely fulfilling and interesting..but it also brings out alot of negatives..despite the positives...so hope that i can walk thru this patch of negatives and get things sorted out....

signing off now..too tired to post already...both mentally and physically....tataz....::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 3:10 PM:.
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::whoa..another week has gone by...hahaz..it;s friday again...not a really very eventful week..but it was still pleasent..packed with activities..met up with my buddies...long time no see them sia..was like fun talking to all of them at the same time..feels so good to have people to talk to..

when there are high time in life...the low time will also come in...i seriously dunno wat is wrong manz..seems like i am the bastard of the year now...i dunno and i dun care..dun wish to elaborate more...fuming..

i shall forget abt the unpleasent stuffs..and just keep the sweet old memories that has happened...and i will strive for my aims and my goals for this sem..must jia you..

stayed over at sch last night..had quite a fun night..it was a last min plan..and it was the first time i was staying in school "illegally" any yet be so open with the activities..hahaz..had a lot of fun in the office and today i missed my 3 pm lecture..hahaz..cause i couldn;t sleep..alot of ppl was walking in and out of the room..hahaz..went training though...was easy..did team run and was asked to rest more..hahaz..tt's alll for training today...going for a movie later..yea..i haven't watched a show for ages..hehe..

will update more later...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 9:18 PM:.
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