::haven been posting for a long time already i presume..hahaz

been really busy lately..alot of proj deadlines to meet..but after next week...whee...i will be free from projs and be able to just wait for my final exams..

been really a memorable poly life..i will surely miss it..for all the things that poly had bring me..

NPSU,FOC peeps,the Rugby guys..all of you have been awesome manz..

been really pleased to have met all of u..

thanks for making my life in poly something that i will remember all my life..

though i may be down and out at times..but i have always come out stronger and survive all of the bad stuffs..

thanks for sharing all the fun and laughter too..

changed a new song for my blog..but it made me think quite alot..cause it was her fav song...

maybe now it isn't anymore..

but whatever..i like the song too..

anyway..peep..keep in touch yea??

love all of ya...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 9:21 PM:.
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::My 100th post..but it's not some happy milestone..

sorry to all those whom i had told them i am alright..but i really cannot take everything myself..and i guess this is my only outlet..so bear with me for tonight...

sometimes i really wondered..

was whatever i had asked for from you in the past was over the expectations??

If anyone had asked me about everything about this issue a couple of months ago..i would still have said..i would still be able to understand that it was too rush to ask u to show that bit of effort to make everything work out between us..despite me assuring you that everything would turn out fine if you had put everything in the open..

guess u really learnt something out of the past..and u put it into practise..

to be honest..i am really disappointed..

i really am..

cause what i had wanted to see..is right before my eyes now..but from a third person's perspective..

i dun want to talk abt who had put in more effort in whatever shit..but do come into my shoes to see how you would have tot of everything that i am looking at now..

i am really sorry if my words had hurt anyone in the process of tonight's post..

but i feel really fucked up at this moment..and feel that i have been deluding myself recently...

fuck everything..

last 6 weeks of school...

gotta work real hard to pass...

but i am really tired of school..

need a counsellor i guess...

going crazy..

i'm mad...

mad..::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 4:22 AM:.
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::actually i wanted to blog about something i feel about..

but i forgot wat i wanted to say after the page was loaded..

so i guess i will give it a miss..till i remember wat i wanted to write..

so till then...see u guys ard...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 1:55 AM:.
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::haha.blogging for the first time since i changed my new blogskin..but dun really seem to have alot of ppl here lehz..how come ah??

did the layout turned u guys off??
haha

it's sad..but dun worry..i am not sad..i just like the theme..so enuff of the "are you sad" qns yea??hehe..i appreciate all ur concerns ppl..i love u guys..but i will be happy de..or anything else but sad..so dun woryr abt it yea??

ok..been busy with the common test..back to school in less than 2 days time..proj presentation in a week..super sianz...how how how??

no choice..have to do the projs ahz..grrr...

ok..leave a tag if u all are here yea??hehe

see you guys ard..::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 11:15 PM:.
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