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.:Sunday, October 30, 2005:.
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A night to remember...

supposed to have gone down for ashley's bash at indochine yest night...but i really could not find the mood to go down and no one is getting tickets from me..so i also nvr go down in the end...

then i went to meet kat at admiralty..to go down to candy empire at millenia walk..so off i went..met her at 245 and then set off to city hall..reached citay hall and made our way to suntec and decided to grab a bite before going over to candy empire..so went to bk and eat..after my first meal of the day..we went on our candy hunt..hehe...but not before i sort of convinced kat to buy another top..hehe..

so finally we reached candy empire...the biggest candy shop i ever stepped into..hehe..if u guys are free..just go check it out..hahaz...shopped in the shop for ard half an hour..saw kat picked up loads of candies and chocolates..and i picked some gummy..that said sugarfree and it's wine gummies..but the one i bought turned out to be a fake..haha..does not taste anything like wine at all..in the end..the bill was ard 38 dollars...and we left the shop shortly after making payment...

headed over to suntec to visit tiffany..she was working at the exhibition held there...the learning festival one...she looks so much better now..think girls change when they start working bahz...anyway..talked rot with her abit.then we left suntec...decided to have some drinks and chill..so we headed to ocean pacific cafe at raffles link..had some chocolate chillino..it was nice..but maybe a bit too sweet for me..hahaz...

after the the chocolate..we headed to our destination over at pasir ris..was to attend this chalet with kat's friends..her frens was quite funny and talked some rot..and funny things happen too..like wat happen to her frens after they were drunk..lolx..anyway..kat and i headed to the beach to relax and talked..so we started walking and walking and walking till we came to a clearing where we could see the sky..there was no clouds..and we could see stars...it was super romantic sia..hehe...but if only..haiz...started talking...and talk and talk..under the cloudless night sky..looking at the stars..we lied down on the rocks and started singing to her phone's mp3s..shared some stuffs..and got to know each other better..everything was like so scenic till her frens popped out from behind us..hahaz...suddenly her frens came and saw us..so came over and talked to us..then we realised that how come suddenly the beach area turned so bright...hahaz..shortly after that..her frens left us alone..and serenity returned to us...but that also meant tt kat is falling asleep...so we lied down on the rock and she fell asleep then and there..and i was there sinigng to myself..hehe..but it was really something to remember...

after she woke up and we decided to return to the chalet for some rest..and upon reaching the chalet..there was no space to rest..hahaz...so we were like lazing around and then we decided to leave for home..and her fren sent us to tampines and then we took a bus back...planned to have breakfast at khatib..but i decided to not wake her up from her sleep and thus i sent her home straight..so reached her house and walked back to her block..on the way..saw her sister and they started talking..so i was there smiling to the both of them..hahaz..so she went home safely and i then took 965 back to khatib and now i am back at home blogging...cause i cannot fall asleep..but sleeping soon..

with the above accounts...it has ended the best night of my life in a very long while..with great company and also a great stary night to go with...hehe..
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 9:21 AM:.
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.:Tuesday, October 25, 2005:.
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a rainy tuesday...yes it was..totally dampen any mood...felt bad abt something today..supposed to meet someone..but in the end i din go..cause i din hear the phone ring...so sorry abt that..

i din go out today at all..other than going downstairs to get some food and chips...i stayed at home practically..

i dunno wat i wanna write..sort of a mental block...felt like writing but not knowing wat to write abt...argh...

troublesome troublesome troublesome...feeling messed up all of a sudden...when i tot i had straightened out my tots..it turns into some kind of a chapalang mode..hahaz..lalalalaz...turning crazy soon...lalalalaz...

shall stop blogging le..nth to write abt...

lalalalalalaz...
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 11:09 PM:.
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.:Sunday, October 23, 2005:.
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back to blog after the most eventful week of my holidays i guess...had a really memorable week packed with activities and also the deeply appreciated company for most of the week...let's start with monday..

Monday 17th October 2005
supposed to have training in school..ut as i wasn't really feeling that well and also the poly forum has taken out so much energy from me...i didn't attend my training on monday..ended up slacking the whole day away at home...doing nth really fantastic..but i got to know a new found fren better and we talked on the phone for the first time and we had a really enjoyable chat session..and that marked the start of a great week ahead..hehe...

Tuesday 18th October 2005
tuesday was suppose to be a rest day for me at home..and rest day it did for me..spent the whole day resting again..cleaned up my room abit and then slacked for a long period of time..was on my phone the whole day practically..nth really special occured other than the continuous ringing of my phone..which was for the first time in so many months sounds so soothing to my ears..

Wednesday 19th October 2005
Training day again..somemore it's a raining day...dragged myself to training initially..but i am glad that i had attended training too...had a wet and muddy pitch over at block 50 field..and in the end got all muddy by the end of training..Katherine came over to NP and meet me after my training...after which we went over to KAP with the rest of the ruggers and had a really enjoyable chit chat session with laughter non-stop thruout the whole night..left KAP for home at ard 1030pm tt night..took a train home with her and send her home as it was relatively late already...after i took 969 home with a very friendly bus driver...hahaz..

Thursday 20th October 2005
supposed to meet sham to go buy boots over at queensway...but last min cancelled cause non of us could wake up on time..so again...i woked up at ard 3 pm on thursday again...and i dunno it was the umpteen time i woke up at tt hour during this vacation period..replied kat's msg..and then i realised that my mother wun be cooking dinner and i had to settle my dinner on my own...but thanks to kat..who accompanied me for dinner and recommend me to the korean food over at cwp's food court..i had a very enjoyable and fulfilling dinner with a great company and also good food...after dinner..we walked ard cwp for a while and in the end we found out tt we weren't walking ard cwp..but just getting down the escalators every floor..hahaz..we got so bored and nth much to shop ard for..so we went to play pool over at cwp also..and i must admit tt she plays really good pool..the best female player i ever played with..and she's only at it for like half a year..keep up the good work and u can be really good...after the short but fun pool session...i suggested to head home as she hasn't take her dinner and after which we left cwp and i walked her home before i left for home again...and again i took 969 home..and guess wat...i saw the same bus driver as the previous night on the same bus and he sort of recognise me..and smiled at me..cause i boarded at the same bus stop..hahaz..and tt ends my thursday..hehe..

Friday 21st October 2005
so fast and it comes to the last weekday of the week...got really no choice but had to replace my boots..so i met sham over at queensway and bought a pair of new boots..the adidas F10+..it's grey in colour..bought it for 62 dollars..where other shops are selling 69 dollars...after shopping..went back to school via cab..as training is abt to start and i still got unsettled stuffs in the office to do..so went back to school..settled all my work and then i left for training..had a marvellous turnout of like 25 people??tt's like a new record number of ppl coming down for training..hehe..but i truly enjoyed training on friday..although i think have sort of injured my neck durng my training..as sham came knocking into me while we were playing grip touch...and i also got a big blue black on my collar bone area...after training....i immd rushed down to sengkang to join in the celebrations of my aunt's bdae over at my grandad's place...had alot of food and shared some interesting encounters and stories with my cousins before heading home with ah yao and shu hua...

Saturday 22nd October 2005
woke up relatively early on saturday..i think it was before noon...had to clean up the house for mother before i go out..so after both dad and mom left home at 3...i started on the cleaning up of the house..finished at ard 340..and called kat..agreed to meet up at 445 at cwp..and off i went to cwp after my shower to meet her...met her over at cwp..and we went to visit edmond at work over at the Hello shop at cwp's basement..so guys..anyone who wants a sony ericsson phone and wants to buy from singtel..you can go there and find him..help him with his sales abit..kat met one of her sec sch fren over at the shop also..a promoter for singtel as well..so the three of them started talking and i was there listening..and looked ard the shop for any good offers on for singtel..so after much shopping and chit chats at the shop..we left for metro to look for a gift for rhino..walked ard and decided to get some perfume for him..from armani..smells quite good..after which we left for the chalet over at aranda..so we reached aranda at ard 7 pm..amazed to find tt no one i know of there.other than rhino,adam,eddie and litong..so kat and i left for a walk before heading back to the chalet later as aaron hasn't reached the place yet..we went off for a walk and ended up talking on the bench by the beach and started to share and compare some stories..hahaz..shortly after which..aaron called and asked us to go back for the cake cutting..but in the end..when i reached the chalet..the cake was already cut..hahaz..so i missed out on the cake cutting and the bdae song..lolx..after tt..went down to help with the bbq..was made the otah and satay man in order to pay for my "debt"..hahaz..i make quite good satay kz...hahaz...but why the otah was burnt was becos of the over heated fire...hahaz..not i no skill..lol..after i finished with the bbqing...went upstairs for mahjong...but before tt..played snap with aaron and kat..and felt so guilty for like playing a game tt kat could not really understand..then like we bully her like that...so mahjong started with eddie,litong,aaron,me and kat..so we played and played and played..till 6 in the morning..and i won like 5 dollars?hahaz..litong won 47 from the other 2 guys..and shortly after..all of them left...

Sunday 23rd October 2005
left the chalet at ard 8 am..after listening to some funny conversations between the parents of rhino and his gf's mother..lolx..took a train back from pasir ris...talked with kat over the journey till we reach city hall and changed to the north bound train..after which..kat fell asleep on the train as she was really tired..so i was sitting on the train..humming songs to myself to keep myself entertained..and miraculously...the train ride seems to be very fast...like within a blink of the eye..we reached admiralty already...and so..i walked her home from the train station before taking a cab home from her place..reached home at 10 plus and after my shower and exchanged some msgs with kat..i went off to sleep and woke up at ard 3 plus..msged kat again..after which she went out with her frens..and i got nth better to do..i fell asleep again..hehe..woke up at 7..and after eating some junk food..i decided to blog..so here i am..supposed to go zouk tonight with miko..bt in the end both of us too tired and no one to go also..so nvr go in the end..another day yea??hehe..

that marked the end of my wonderful week which had past me by so quickly..and how i hope tt the week wun end and everything will be the same for the rest of my holidays and the days ahead..with so much fun and enjoyment...

signing off now...have a long enuff blog entry already..so guys have a pleasent time reading it...
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 10:07 PM:.
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.:Sunday, October 16, 2005:.
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yeppie...back from poly forum...lots to blog abt..and i dunno how to start...

DAY 1
met in school at 730...and starrted to be fanny's butler for the day...helped her with her bags and stuffs like that...head counts and other stuffs..and on our way there...we started to take photos on the bus and start to talk rot...hahaz...upon reaching there...put down our bags...and then discussion started immd...talked abt our own findings and share the pointers..was alright...other than they dun really bother abt us..which sorts of put us off from contributing further..but other than that..it was fun to share..got to known a few peeps ard..but din really get on good talking terms..volunteered to do the presentation for my grp to the rest of the sub theme and which i did...and i think i did a relatively good job.. =) after that...it was check in time..met my room mate for the first time..hahaz..a very nice and frenly guy...lots of humour sense..and ya..some thing embarassing happened during our first conversation..this was wat happened..it started off after our own introductions and he asked me this qn..let's name my room mate XB.

XB:"you are the NPSU President right??"
me:"ya..how come u know??"
XB:"i interviewed you b4..during ur tea reception in august"
me:"oh ok...but did you??cause i remembered it was a girl who interviewed me."
XB:"ya..actually it was a girl who asked you the questions..i was behind her."
me:"oh ok..tt pretty girl ah??but i forgot her name..but she's good looking"
XB:"oh..is her name ****??"
me:"ya...that's her name..but you dun go tell her i commented that she is good looking k?"
XB:"why not?"
me:"not nice mahz...like talk behind other ppl's back like that."
XB:"never mind lah...she is my girlfriend anyway."

and i was so shocked after he said tt and i just turned away and decided to shut up...hahaz..
and there was a second incident at night in fanny's room..when elyn and me was in fanny's room talking rot..and the scene was tt elyn and me was sitting on a bed and fanny was on another bed..(it's in chinese)

me:(tapping elyn and raising out my hands)"Tang?"[i asked for sweets]
elyn:"Bu Yao"[she replied NO]
me:"Huh???"[was puzzled why she said no]

then in the end...she tot tt i wanted her to lie down on the bed..when i was actually asking for sweets...ended up laughing at the top of our voices together with fanny..hahaz...

with the above two episodes..it marked the end of the first day..

DAY 2

my roommate and i are really super roomies..hahaz..woke up at 945 instead of 630..went back to our discussions at 1030..then everyone was like so shocked..but no one knew tt we were missing all the time till we appeared..nth much funny went on on the second day...and it was plainly discussions all the way...and visit by the malaysian youths and some datuk of malaysia..was enriching..the poly student in JB are like so much older than us..and it was something new tt we seen...then after tt was dinner time...then it was social night..social night was boring...walked out of the dining area after 15 mins of the program started as it was really boring..headed to the bar for a drink with my whole group and a new fren in Shermain from SP..hehe...after tt...went over to si peng's room and spent the rest of the night there...with room services and wine from the bar..spent around 100RM tt night in his room..hehe..then went back to sleep at 3..

DAY 3

woke up really early...as we had to check out...so we checked out at 830 and headed for brekafast and more discussions followed along and then finished the day off with the final presentation...took more pictures..with alot of other ppl...and headed back to school...did nth much other than hanging out for a while after we reach school and took a cab str8 home..too tired le...hahaz

Closing ceremony of PF 2005

yea..the alst day of PF 2005..felt tt i din accomplished anything during the whole forum so i shall try to make up on the last day of the event..exchanged contacts with a few other ppl from some other polys...and also got to know more ppl..after the closing ceremony..it was followed with mroe pictures..till my camera died on me..hahahaz...after the photo taking.went back to office to settle on my stuffs..and decided to meet up with the other participants from other polys...so off we went to millenia walk to meet them for dinner...after dinner..we headed to town...slacked at the coffee bean at forum till ard 12 plus..before we headed to far east shopping centre to play some pool and billiard..we played till ard 3..then we left..and went to shaw house to use the toilets there..slacked there for a moment b4 we decided to go home...and it was ard 4 when i reached home last night...

so tt marks the end of the whole forum period..and i am glad to have gotten to know the ppl over at the forum..and i really hope to keep in contact with the peeps as they are really fun ppl to hang out with..so if you guys are reading this..by accident or anyway...nice to have met all of you..and add me on msn @ s1a0k1a@hotmail.com and frenster @ cheehow27@gmail.com..

tataz...
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 1:41 AM:.
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.:Saturday, October 08, 2005:.
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*WARNING*the post below is going to be depressive..not for the depressed...

have been really discovering how bad life would be during the holidays...i dunno..but i am bored..suddenly i feel tt frens has distance off..made alot of stupid mistakes maybe..i dunno...but i am just left alone..all alone...to bear the "coldness" of a lonely holiday..and this is suppose to be the last one tt i can really go out and play...the next holidays will be a long tiring one..

it is yet another lonely friday night..dunno wat are my frens doing..they seems to have disappeared from the face of my world...where are all of you???missed you all manz...

but in true fact..i know where they are exactly..and at they are doing...my good frens are now in the army le..haiz..really no time to see each other le bahz...i should be in the army by now..if i had been tt bit more hardworking in the past...sometimes i really think back to my sec sch days..did i really make the best out of it..and did i perform to my best??during tt time...i told myself i did my best already..no regrets...but it seems tt i could have done better and i am having some sort of regrets now..but then again..if i had not taken that path in life..i wun be where i am currently..which i am sort of glad..so i feel contradicted at times...i am enjoying good status now...but at the same time...i seem to have lost all the good frens and my buddies...tt's how life can be..and how fair God can be to ppl??

life is in a total mess now...came back from training today...super unfit me i should say...did some drills and i am already having difficulties catching my breathe...how am i gonna play in the upcoming tournament...haiz..think i will lose my place to the other team mates i guess...if i still dun improve on my fitness...

as sad as i can be...being the head of an organisation is not easy..something i had learnt over the past few months..been under some sort of mental stress...i dunno..maybe it is self-applied or the surrondings has given me the pressure...but at the same time...it has made me grow up alot and learn alot...like how to manage different ppl and trying to bring out the best in everybody...but up till this current moment..i still haven acheive tt..but i am still trying...but sometimes...being a student is not easy...and it is never easy being a student leader...but i had chosen the route i want to take..and i have no regrets...but sometimes deep down i still ask myself..having a status like this but not appreciated..in fact i am like just another guy who has to be in charge of all the odd jobs...then why in the first place they need someone like this?

true...i am not some special talent...neither clever nor charming...maybe nvr to get a chance to really prove who i am...and what i can really do...

feeling lost...if there is any shepherd ard...come guide me home...or sent me onto a road of brightness and not let mi with stuck in darkness and boredom...

i dunno if i am turning into someone whom i dun wanna be...but it seems like i am getting very low in mood nowadays...morale hasn't been high recently...a dip in my moods..and it's not swinging back to the good side...how how how??tell me how..

send me a shrink..or just someone simple..someone i can pour out all my feelings to...someone whom i can talk to without having to run away from reality and truth..someone whom i can tell them my dislikes of stuffs and ppl without offending anyone...maybe i dun need them at all...i just need doraemon...bring me back to time in the drawer and i shall try to change my past..to see wat i would be presently....

in all senses...being me now..is somehow fun.and also somehow disturbing at times..tell me wat can i do...haiz...
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 2:41 AM:.
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.:Wednesday, October 05, 2005:.
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Synthetic Electronic Entity Calibrated for Hazardous Exploration, Efficient Harm and Online Warfare

this is my name in full...
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 7:55 AM:.
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.:Tuesday, October 04, 2005:.
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Cybernetic Humanoid Engineered for Efficient Harm and Online Warfare

this is so cool...try it @ http://www.cyborgname.com/
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 11:20 PM:.

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yawnz...today i slept till late again..i think i got some sleeping disease..hahaz...keep nuaing in the bed and refusing to come down of it..someone get me soemthing to do to drag me out of the bed...haha..but...in fact i have got enuff things to settle already...wat i meant is tt when i have nth on..get me something other than my work to do..hahaz..

nothign much actually happen recentyl..nth mucht o mention..so i din know wat to blog abt..nth much to do also..i dunno..hahaz..seriously.i m becoming so i dunno man..cause everything ppl ask me...i just reply i dunno...wahahahha...defragmenting my lappy now...and it is getting laggy...type stuffs then like 2 secs later the things then will appear..funny..haha...

from tml onwards...i have stuff to do already...lalalala....got to go back to meet this june from NYC, then having training..got to settle my i&e tml..then thursday got to go do the poly forum project..imagine tt...holidays...still need write reports...hahaz...how interesting my holidays can be...luckily i got very interesting grp mates..lolx...friday..got to meet a minister in school...and then at night most prob will be partying...sat night i got ah tat's bdae to attend..

nth much else to blog abt...shall stop here..if anyhting interesting later..i shall blog then...
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 10:33 PM:.
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.:Monday, October 03, 2005:.
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Guys and girls...go view this clip...it's super nice..actually wanted to paste the whole player...but then..i could not figure out how to do it...so i am giving u the link...

http://www.youtube.com/?v=MzOGZEn6BG8

tataz...go see it..it's very nice...
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 10:50 AM:.

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.:Ah Hao blogged on 10:35 AM:.
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