::haiz..life has not been really ok recently..fucked up days accumulated together will give u a fucked up life..

the inability of letting go has caused my life to have stalled over the past few months..i start to feel like i have been dead ever since last oct..and i am leading a life wandering in the wilderness..without knowing what to aim for and what's there to look forward to as well..i'm living my life just because it's not ending..but i also haven't tot of ending it as well..so dun worry..i wun kill myself..dun wanna go to the wrong place after i pass on from this world..

i am like a sailor without a captain in the middle of a storm in the ocean..i dunno wat to do abt my life..and i have no one to turn to for help most of the times..thinking back about my days...i must have really been a loser..

i dun make any sense of watever is happening ard me..

i am in such a mess that i cannot even explain myself..

i just feel that i wanna find a hole and hide myself..

show me some light in my road if there is really a saviour ard..

i feel so fucked...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 4:16 AM:.
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