::hi...i am back once again to fill in my blog..the outlet of fun and stress..haha...today is a fine day...did not go for the tutorial today...cause helping out at the matriculation exercise..it was fun..to see so many ppl at the booth...felt so comfortable with them compared to TF21....the hell for mi now..one of the reasons i skipped class today..i just realised that it is so much fun to be able to convince someone to believe in all that i sya..i certainly feels good...met quite a few cute gers today at the matriculation asking them to join us at FOC...and they signed up...like that sarah,vanessa and that rodigrues...haha...although just looking for fun...sophia said that i chee hong sia...sad le...haiz..long time nvr talk to her le...was fun really to have been able to see her once again...makes mi feel like i am a freshie again...hahaz..but this year i am gonna take care of my freshi like wat they did last year...dun worry...i will do a good job....muahahahahaha.....hopefully ththe good looking gers are in my grp...and oh ya....tml is BA's turn to matricualte...see gers time..haha...after somany days...finally got a day where it is overpowered by gers...hahahahz....hopefully this year BA intake will not be so disapponting like last year's BA intake...more cuties pls...hahaz...tml is a huge "massacre"...lolx...have to go and get as many ppl to join FOC as possible..hopefully alot of cute ones..might skip Lms for the matriculation...hahaz...but i wanna go for lms..hahaz...contradicting..cause lms class also got chio bu...hahahz...just say say nia...also no guts to go ask number...hahaz...haiz...sometimes when u see a fren who is sad..i think it will sort of bring myself down...like wat this fren of mine shared her problems with mi today...i cannot help but feel sorry for her..but as a guy i cannot give her very sound advice cause it will surely be something negative..but at the same time she looks really sad...dunno wat to do for her...just as helpless as i am towards my own problems...everyone says that human are selfish beings...i think sometimes i am not human at all...or most of the time...i can make everyone ard mi happy but i just cannot make myself happy...dunno why...maybe i need a shrink soon...needs someone to talk to...but no one to talk to...listening to the radio now..hahaz.realise that life is funny..someone whom met each other for 6 dyas are together for 5 months le...and she still loves that guy deeply..haha....is it so easy to fall in love nowadays??seems like i am the difficult one now..lolx..and the dj mentioned frens forever..something that is oftenly heard but not usually ard...what is happening to my world???hope that this blog will help mi to keep my feelings..cause it is painful to keep pain to myself...and joy also...cause if there is no one to share my joys...it will turn painful as time pass....i am a good listener to other ppl';s problem but dun think i am someone to share problems...hahaz...that is mi...sometimes i hate myself...hahaz..but i also love myself sometimes..but i guess i hate myself more often than i love myself...hahaz...wat's life??meant to be a road that leads to death...so am i waiting to die??i hope not...that is all for now..dunno wat to write liaoz...see ya later...Cheers..
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 10:00 PM:.
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