::Yawnz...another day has just passed..another 45 mins to my 19th year on earth..another milestone...but nth to be glad abt for mi it seems..it just makes up to be another day and i have to passsed it..happy or sad..with celebrations or without..haiz..i guess it will most probably will be the latter for both cases..but nvm...try to make myself more happy then..i will try..been another boring day..spent the day at home..was reprimended by mum for using her money without authorisation..hahaz..it's really been sick to live like this..but i dun wanna end my life as yet...cause there are still alot left to accomplish..i wanna have a taste of army life..hahaz..and life being a husband to some gerl i love and a dad to a child...hahaz..but i guess i am dreming..dun even know if i would get to have anyone dear to my heart as yet and i am thinking of getting married..lolx..really tired..dun wanna remind anyone of my bdae is to see if anyone really remembers my bdae is on the 22nd apr of every year..guesss this date only appears once every ten year...o maybe even more in my frens' calendar..cause it will take ten years to let them remember my bdae..sometims i think i am sick..i nned to have attention..i dunno if i am really an attention seeker or i feek empty at heart..i guess i am...and i am having a very serious one..my heart hurts when i see that i am unimportant to even anyone..no one listens to watever i say in a conversation...it happens everytime..so i am used to it....but being used to it does not means that i am happy with it ya...haiz..getting more frustrated with the progress i am making in this blog tonite...i will stop b4 i get my exploded...BYE...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 11:15 PM:.
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