::finally i got a haircut...it looks alright to mi..but my mother complained that i like got cut like never cut like that...hahaz..so angry...she say i wwaste her money again...the side was like so obvious that it has been reduced in length..

haiz..not a very good day also..suppose to wake up for rugby training today but end up i dun eve knew the alarm clock went off and slept till 920 when the training starts at 930...pang called mi in the morning to see if i going training anot..but in fact i fly his kite..so sorry pang..hehe..see ya on thursday...after i woke up at 1230...went to far east to get a haircut alone...actually wanted to ask sophia out after her micromouse event but someone got to the queue earlier than mi and even went to pasir ris to meet her...so i left for home alone and disappointted again..so that is why i am here writing my blog... =|

wat a oring day..time really seems to slow down alot when i am at home and got nth to do...even if i sleep..it's like i feel i slept the whole afternon but i wake up only after an hour becos of the god damn weather..so warm nowadays...hehe...my moter said it rained this morning...i was like..huh..did it rain??cause the floor is still so dry...guess the water evaporates really fast...hahaz..

thank u mom for being there for mi..giving mi advices on what to do when i am facing a very rough patch of life..although u dun really know wat is happening...cause it is kind of complicated to tell u..but thanks for bring there ya..i seriously dunno wat i am gonna do if i dun get wat i want this time ard..i admit that i am selfish..but who isn't selfish in relationships...would anypne br so kind as to push his gf or someone he likes to mi??lolx...i will not even give up my love for a friend now...so whoever does it is sa foll himself..to give up his happiness..only thinking that as long as the ger is happy can le...so silly...that was mi in the past...but this time it is different...i am not gonna take a step back anymore... =)

sometimes i really wonder if frens are really ppl there to help u or there just to be there...i always meet the wrong ppl...haiz...dun wanna talk abt frens anymore...for now..frenship is in a mess...dun even know if there is anyone out there i can talk to without any guard against him or her....too tired to think of such stuffs...haiz..going bonkers now...and yes..i am jealous of alot of things that does not happen to mi...i always wonder why things never go my way...i dunno why..but if u say god is playing a trick on u...i think god is playing an even bigger trick on mi...haiz...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 4:27 PM:.
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