::haiz.. just been thru a not so wonderful weekend...end up with alot of problems..problems seems to come together....argh..wat's life gonna be...i am not gonna talk abt wat happen during the weekend again...been making mistakes over and over again...causing a whole lot of ppl to be unhappy including myself...sometimes i just haate myself...too indecisive...dunno wat i want..wants to please everyone in the whole damn world...want to remain as frens with everyone if possilbe..no point fighting over some stuffs...haiz...i guess ppl are giving up on mi le..but i think i deserved it..shouldn;t have made everyone so upset...maybe i should disappear from everhyone for a while to let myself cool down...i am in such a dillema now..wat am i suppose to do..i really dunno...and i dun want to left with only one way out of all this mess...hope i can be enlightend soon...haiz...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 5:36 PM:.
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