::haiz..been quite a good nite from wat i expected it to be..it was bettr than wat i have tot it out to be..

think i hurt one of my closest fren with all the posting i had done for the past few days...i hope we can forget abt it ya...for wat i have written yesterday nite on my blog..i seriously want to apologise for watever stuffs i said...it was just out of spite...i also dun want to lose a fren like u..

i told u abt her didn't i??didn't i told u that i felt bad for misleadin her...i admit to ya at that moment that i realyyy felt something for her..becos wat i felt from u wasn;tthere anymore and u told mi u cannot accept me becos u wanted a break for now...i went out with her to get a gift for aaron..at that time..u were in sch studying and u dun even know aaron as well...surely i must get someone who knows him and knows wat fits him..as for the first time i met her...it was together with aaron somemore..she wanted to join us..not i invited her along..haiz..when i know that someone else liked u...and that guy is my fren...i admit i did not put in effort..but i had to balance my frenship and you..u dun wanna see the frenship being broken up..so i tried my best to make the frenship work first..u said u would wait till the camp is over...u said u had not time..u said u would make time for me to make it up as to wat i have lost...do u think i was self centered here??u tell mi the both of us..who isn't under alot of stress becos of this incident....i am trying hard to have an ending that everyone can accept...

i really suffered alot but not only becos of u...dun get the wrong idea..i have always cherished every moment with u...i want to see u smile everytime i see u...u didnt ruined anything or any bit of our frenship..just wanna tell u that although we cannot be together but i hope that we'll still be the best of frens..i dun blame him..i still remember u said that u dun want to see the both of us turn into enemies..i can tell u that i have not...i do not blame him..did not even blame u...cause i am the one at fault this time round...`i am really sorry...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 4:35 AM:.
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