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.:Wednesday, May 19, 2004:.
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today is surely a long day....woke up darn early in the morning..dad's car finally reach today...silver colour toyota vios..sure it was cool...went to turf city to collect the car and we rushed back..the car is abit not that spacey but still very comfortable..too bad..someone wun get to take a ride on the car le..but i also dunno abt that..shall see abt it..if not history will just repeats itself..dun wanna always be the toothless tiger who can let ppl feel the threat but in fact i cannot do anything...

then dad lend mi his car for a spin home..was going on very smoothly until we reached home..accidently strike the kerb while trying to swerve my way out from hitting that stupid maroon car...stop so outside...give mi no place to turn...wat a bitch..then dad gave mi a stare but he never say anything as well..so i guess it is ok...the short term target is to get the extra key from him and i can drive the car out...hte car is still in its run in period now..cannot drive too fast..so i was like driving to the speed limit to the road like 60 at most...abit bored ya..but i still enjoy the joy of driving a new car..ope to get more chances of driving soon..to improve on my skills..if not will be rusty de..

then i went for a nap in the afternoon...the phone was ringing all the way with smses coming in...but never reply at all..cause was too tired and lazy...after i woke up i watched the channel u 7 pm show and after that i received a sms that i had expected to see but i didn;t want to receive...but wat to do..i know that it will always be the same old outcome..it just isn;t meant to be...i hate life...hate myself...hate everyone who is just so stupid and fake...in other words..i just hate it when i am feeling down..;but life has to go on ya...life's a bitch...so fuck her..but watever lahz...promised ppl not to be so vulgar le..have to be abit more civilised...

gtg..nothing more to say and nothing more to do...i just shut myself up and keep myself out of other ppl's stuffs...it just does not concern mi anymore... _|_
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 9:09 PM:.
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