::blogging for the second time today....that shows how free i am at home...i miss my dear...but she is not around and she is not free either..busy studying..jia you kz...u only got two papers..so relaxed..hehe..not like me..have to struggle with 5 papers..will have to do my best le..hopefuly i can do well...

i'm so bored...wondering where is she now...should be at the movies ba...she said she watchng a show with her brothers...i want so much to tell her that i really missed her alot..smsed her le..guess her hp is in the bag...that's why no reply as yet...i am still feeling bad about yesterday...and somemore she still sounds kinda reluctant to talk to me when i called her in the evening...hopefully things can turn out well in the end...although it has only been a short week since we got together...i feel really attached to her sia...dunno if i am too sticky or wat..i also dunno..i hope i am not...haiz..really dun like the feeling of having disagreements with other people...especially someone dear to me...

STUDY...the word that keeps appearing in my head..i need to STUDY..but no study partners..abit sianz....got questions also dunno ask who...HELP!~!~! i am going crazy...5 papers in 5 days and some matters affecting my mood...not in a really good condition to concentrate...that is why i am writing a blog...trying to diversify the troubles and stress so that i could concentrate on books..but guess that it is not helping..cause the more i write..the lousier the mood gets..haiz..gotta stop writing soon..if not really dead by the time i finish writing..

i really miss u dear...
i miss ya lots..

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.:Ah Hao blogged on 9:25 PM:.
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