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.:Thursday, August 25, 2005:.
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fucked up day...dunno wat's wrong..but everything just went wrong....

everything just din go to plan...a day of rest became a day of major disturbances and unhappiness...slept at 5 in the morning...got woke up by my mom at 8 to go to the market with her...returned at ard 9...fail to fall asleep until 10 plus...then my damn phone has to ring from like 11 till 1...NONSTOP!!!!!!!!! learnt my lesson...should have switched off my phone whenever i plan to have a day's rest...

ok..someone came over to my place today..without informing me or anything...just popped over while i just fell back into sleep...and when tt person arrived..my dad had to wake me up like there is an earthquake...and i woke up abruptly...but seriously and honestly..i wasn't in the mood to do anything at tt point of time..other than sleep...if it was you who had tt little sleep...u would have felt the same.

ok...move on to the other point...ok...i may have been cosing up with u too closely untill u cannot take it...and i realised it..tt's why i stopped disturbing you..den u fell asleep...i left my room to another room to sleep just not to disturb ..cause i move around alot....

so...seriously i dunno wat the hell is ur problem with all this...and u have that mindset of me deeply etched in ur mind and i dun find the point of explaining to u abt the same old things over and over again.. if u dun take wat i say...so be it...i rest my case...maybe i am just tt bad a companion...and to remind u..i din tell u tt i am a saint in the first place..and no one is a saint..

i know if u read alll the above..u will feel so sad again..but this is how i truly feel now...and tt was my damn explanation for everything...and if u really cannot see my point...then dun anyhow make a point and point it against me...

THANKS
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.:Ah Hao blogged on 10:24 PM:.
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