::13/12/2005 --> 240 days since i first met and talked to you...still missing you...

didn't know if what i had said had made any impact..
but i am really lost for words..
must admit that i am not perfect and maybe i am not good enuff..
it's pointless to be comparing the both of us...
we belong to two different worlds..
our committment towards our lifes are different..
i'm tied down by work which i readily accept with grace..
time is a very impt factor and i understand...
it's something that i cannot have any say abt it..
it's not that you are not impt..
and that other stuffs are more impt..
it's just that i have a responsibility to answer to everyone..
maybe that's the price to pay for all the pride and honour that comes with it..

i thought i could just kept silent..
but in the end..
i still could not keep myself shut..
cause i really find that i still care about everything that is happening to you..
i may not be the best man ard..
i may not be the one there when you needed me to be..
i may not be everything that you want..
i may not be everything that you need..
but i really cannot think about all the What IFs..

what if i had kept quiet and just let u move away?
what if i kept my distance and not care about you?
what if the past had not been like wat it was?
what if i had made full use of everything possible to convince you?
all the what ifs is killing me...

i am regretting..
seriously..::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 8:12 PM:.
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