::i am back..blogging..

been busy working nowadays...average 5 days a week..though i would not say i am really very happy..but i am very comfortable working at chinaone..just hopes it gets better as days goes by..

personally..recently have been deprived of personal time...no time to catch up with friends..seems like i am losing them..never hear from all my buddies anymore..kinda miss them..hope we will be able to go out soon..

emotionally..i am still empty..though i want to fill up the void..but i think i am stuck at this for the moment...what to do..maybe this is just the outcome that is going to stay for me now..

sometimes i really feel fucked up..it's like one of my worst period of time in years..

just feeling fucked..so just ignore me..

anyway to all my frens..i do visit my own blog..tag at my cbox..i wll reply..though i seldom post nowadays..it's not a dead blog..so hopw to see your msgs soon...::

.:Ah Hao blogged on 4:07 AM:.
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